TIME FLIES

人人常说 . "光阴似箭 "

这句话似乎有点老吧 但属实

短短的一年就快要过去了 

就快跨过步入degree的门槛

去年这个时候还正在准备去KL读书呢

现在已经习惯了那里的生活

拥挤的道路 有着多少忙碌人的孤单

早晨上班族的车声 中午炎热如沙漠的街道 晚上闪闪发亮的建筑 

以前在家里 

早上有鸟叫 中午虽热但不至于热得不耐烦 晚上有虫鸣

似乎一切都不一样了

生活的小细节 生活的步伐

还记得6岁的时候 我常在想." 快点长大好吗? 我好想不必问妈妈就能买雪糕"

那时的天真无邪 所在想的 只不过是简单的雪糕 就能让我开心 

时间不等我了

一直到了10岁 一个四年级的小学生

抱着怕输的心态 常在想. "我只想每次考试都得第一" 

每个人都想吧 . 这就是那时候我开心的源头. 一切都很简单

有过了4年 我是个不成熟 幼稚的中二生

常在想."我帅不帅 ?那些人喜不喜欢我? ''

有点自恋 有 傻吧 ..哈哈 这不就是中学生所想的吗？

当有人说 ..hmm 你帅哦..  都会开心好久

17岁了 . 慢慢的 慢慢的 不再那么容易开心起来

一个人的时候 所想的不是 6岁时的雪糕 10岁时的No.1 . 14岁时的称赞

而是想把自己变得更好. 

一直到了今年 18岁了 . 以前所希望的 跟现在所期盼的 不能做比较

现在只想着我的未来会是怎样？

而最讨厌的莫过于别人问我为什么18年来都没有女朋友? 

Hmm .可以说对身边的人没感觉吗？ 也许你可能会说我开玩笑 但事实就是如此

现在的我 经历的当然不必别人多 但至少比以前天真的我多

现在呢 所想的 所做的 都是让自己过得更好

每当一个人的时候都感触好多

哈哈..以前都喜欢跟朋友一起出去玩

现在呢 别人会觉得奇怪为什么我常常一个人出门

哈哈 ..也许现在的我不是不喜欢跟朋友出去 而是我更喜欢一个人

一个人的时候 没人能扰乱我的思绪

有时一个人逛街 回到了宿舍 心情好多了 读书也有了劲

一个人坐下来 喝杯水 幻想一下

看看路过的人 放松自己

有人问 难道你不想拍拖吗? 我只会笑笑不会回答

但我心想." 蠢猪 ，有人想孤单一个人吗？”

只是那份心 是珍贵的 我不会想有了感觉就随便地跟别人在一起

我现在只想把自己变得很好 未来不就是更好吗？

有没有心上人？ 顺其自然吧 =)

有人说只要那个人爱你 ， 你的一切都是美好的

也许我对自己要求高了一些吧 . 

感情的事 慢慢来吧 

我才18岁 还年轻

我觉得现在是把自己磨得闪闪发亮的时光 

努力地做我自己

以前的毒舌 现在收敛了许多 

别人的事 少评论 少给意见吧

自己的事 都做到最好

期待明年我会是个怎样的我. 

hey JUne

Hmm.. It has been long time I didn't udpate my blog..
I'm kinda busy ..hiak .
A-levels Exam will be commencing on October ..it's just around the corner
4months ? It might be a long period for certain sort of genius ..
While .. to me ? It's indeed short !
I'm striving to enhance my writing skill as good as possible within these few months
Comparatively, it has been improved a little bit n it's not bad n poor as before 

..even though it's not good as the one who was english-educated during secondary school.. 

 My efforts have paid off n my time spent on it is not in vain as well 

Yet , I'm satisfied with it =)
I'll keep putting as much efforts as I can to prove that I can do it !
These few months .. must be very intense n agonizing  ..

Express route ? It should be taken just once in life =.=

Because , it's indeed creepy and irritating ..

Well .. nvm .. I have chosen to pursue law course n this A-levels express route renders me to become more indepedent .. It may be a very worthy deal as I have learnt how to arrange and assign my daily life efficiently and systematically ! hehehe ! 

Haiz.. I have been staying here for few months ..

Without family ... but I could feel that they are just around me giving me support to walk the path of my journey towards the greatest peak of my life ! LOve you all <3

It's the time to sleep , hehehe 

God bless me please .. recover my face condition n kiss away the acne pls =)

Thx god .. good night !

Keep it up ..Ancord HO =)

^_^

Hoho.. as a result of my efforts , I gained a stupendous results in SPM . 

Actually , I'm satisfied with the results n luckily my efforts are not in vain , instead it's actually paid off .. ^_^ 

Even though it's not the best for others , but I'm proud of myself =)

..........................................................................................................

Recently , I'm attempting to make myself busy .. 

I prefer busy n intensive life rather than simple life ..

Haha , sounds like I'm crazy n abnormal.. 

But , I'm a person like that ... do nothing everyday is like living without goal and delight ..

Time flies ...3 months passed .. 

About 5 months for me to prepare for my A-lvls exam .. 

It totally differs from SPM ... it's such a challenging stuff n I ardently hope that I can pass this baptism of fire =O

GOGo Ancord.. u can do it !!

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Hmm.. 

A small change in my current life , something happened =O

hmm..

 hmm..

.....

长这么大

除了家人

还是真的只爱过一个人

过后的只是那种怦然心动

一个月? or even 一个礼拜就没有那种感觉

不知道为什么

......

也许真的是还没遇到真正对的人吧

当然希望快点出现 .

当然

我不是只注重外表的人

长的好看 心像屎一样

也等于 0

当然

也要看得上 , 对不?

也许大家接受不到

但我还是我

.............

那天

又一次怦然心动

虽然只是看着照片

但

有一种很不一样的感觉

我担心的只是我的外表

也许别人以为我很有自信

总自我感觉良好

可是

真正 . 我并没有

好不好?

因为对方太优秀

我没有勇气

往前跨一步

Have no guts to do so ...

也许对方没那么好

但这次

想尝试一次

从未做过的事 .

我希望我是对的

加油!

Sad ...

face  .. face .. face  .

cheeks  .. cheeks  .. cheeks

when can u be cured  ..

Getting worse  everyday

what a ugly face ..

red spots  everywhere  .

scars  everywhere 

They are so disgusting  n nasty  

Make me dare not to come out now  !

I care  !! 

The first time I cry because  of it  ..

Damn  ....

....haiz. . . :'(

EVOL

说到爱

每个人都渴望被爱

有谁不想呢?

只是对的那个人始终没有出现

爱自己的人 自己却不喜欢他们

要遇到 真的有那么难吗?

那天有人问: “ 你不想拍拖吗? 不觉得一个人很孤单吗? "

我是不觉得孤单

只是觉得有个人在身边总比一个人好

来到了 KL

心 好像真的空着了

第一次有这种感觉

除了上课的事

别的都没想

但

还是一切顺其自然吧

感觉最重要 =)

还有嘛

其实很想告诉好朋友一个秘密

全世界只有一个人知道的秘密 =0

因为迟早都会知道

能说吗？

应该说吗?

说了心里应该会好过一些

不必遮遮掩掩

再考虑考虑吧...

毕竟说了又能怎样? .. =(

BRICKFIELDS ~!

WOW!
I came back to Muar !
Because the lectures will be commenced on next monday! ^^

Everyone speaks in english , haha
Nobody would speak mandarin or something else wif u /.\
Made a lot of new frens !
Actually , most of them are quite friendly
Luckily , they are not that kind of guys I thought before =D

Sikh . Indian . Kadazan .
Established my friendship wif them !
COmmunication is one of the problem for me !
Haha !
BUt , I'm trying to speak n learn how to socialize wif others ^^
I will try my best !

Brickfields is one of the busy town
A lot of Indians .
I don even see many malays at there  =D
The most serious problem is the living expenses or standard at Brickfields is extremely high if compared to Muar !!
One burger RM3.5 .. Fried rice RM6.00...
Even mineral water also expensive @@
Haiz ..

Heyhey!
I knew how to take monorail .. LRT ady ...hahaha!
It is fun to see the people who come out from LRT n monorail!
They walk so fast n wear a panic face all the time =D
HAHHAH!!

3days at Brickfield .
But . there will be a lot of days hv to stay at Brickfields...!
Miss Muar MIss my bed !! =D

LAstly !
A-levels!
I'm ready to meet wif u !
LAw & Econs !
HEllo! =D